Monday, September 13, 2010

1 week down...a million to go...

So, it gets a little better, and a little easier every day! This weekend was super busy! He had to work Saturday, and Sunday we actually got the chance to participate in a young adults activity. It was nice, and I'm feeling better and better about being at a big church. The people there are great, and so giving. The singing is beautiful. Not to mention he got me flowers and took me to the Chop House for our 1 year. Pink Roses. =]. I love him. As well as things are going, I must admit, I'm a little discouraged these days. I mean...it's hard being away from home...but that's not it. It's hard knowing that someone is working to destroy you. Most days I ignore it, but I'm so frustrated with not being able to do anything with out these people trying to one-up us. I don't care if they do everything better than us forever...I just wish they would stop paying so much attention to our lives, that people who barely even know us recognize that they are trying to do everything that we do...but better. I'm just so tired...I'm tired of being excited, and being brought down because you insist on not letting me have my moment. I am only getting married one time. I only want a simple wedding. I only want to marry the man of my dreams. Please back off. I'm tired, and just can't take it anymore. Like I said, most days I ignore it. But today it just seemed to really hit me...

So now...a wedding update...we got our pictures made. It was a lot of fun, and they turned out well! I love that she captured his laugh. His laugh makes me so happy, I can never express it in words. I might have to change the groomsmen's vest color. I don't think it matches as well as I thought it did, but that's okay. Silver would be pretty anyway since my girls are wearing silver shoes.

Speaking of silver shoes...I'M GOING TO VISIT MY SISTER AND MY NEPHEWS THIS WEEKEND!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am SOOO excited!!!! I've missed them so much! I think we're going to look for her shoes lol...but I'm super excited!

On top of that...I'm hoping that my bestie will come visit me soon...she has a friend who wants to come...so they may come up here together and that'll be so fun!!!

I'm hoping that my mom gets the napkins and cake topper I ordered soon...that'll be nice. I've purchased my bridesmaids gifts. Wedding bands...and food. And checking on my vests. And to print a couple little things to go in my invitations. That's it! Yay!!! =] Hope everyone has a good week!

<3 Lorie

2 comments:

Red: said...

They can never one up the love God has given you two. It's a personal one of kind gift to each and every couple. Know that he love that is your hearts can not be one up'ed by any one. No matter what details they may try to duplicate, the love and the lifetime you two have ahead of you is rare, priceless and one of a kind!
On a lighter note I love that talking about shoes made you think of Kristie and I am very entertained by the fact that I totally followed that!

Kandi said...

i'm so sorry that someone is trying to mess up your special day. :( you're in my prayers! oh, and i love the chop house! well, andy loves it most, since i'm not a meat eater... but its always so fun to go eat there! :)