Sunday, August 1, 2010

Day 3 and 4...and some love for Blake.

Sorry I didn't post yesterday...but to keep everyone updated...I have a very good friend...his name is Blake Ables and he's in the med here in Memphis. He was in a car accident and he's alive, but still needs a lot of prayers.

Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.
Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.

The thing about that is, I don't have anything left to forgive myself for. I know that sounds like perhaps I'm not giving all the information, but I don't dwell on things, at least not when it comes to myself. I learn from it, and better myself, and keep going. I tend to do that with other people as well. But, I did have a friend. He was, I thought, my truest friend. The kind of guy you could trust in any situation. But it turned out that wasn't true. But through all the lies and hurt...the only thing I can't seem to forgive him for was for not standing up for me. People said a lot of things, and whether or not they were true, he should've been the first one to stand by me, but instead he did nothing. That is what I haven't been able to get past. The nothing.


Anyway...please pray for Blake. He is a dear friend, and may never walk again. But I have hope. He's young, and has great doctors, and has a lot of prayer going his way. I know he can beat this.

<3 Lorie

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